Friday, April 2, 2010

30 habits that will change your life

I read it. It was so inspiring. I want to follow this. I really do. I need to love myself. All of myself. No matter what. And I think if I take those little measures to make myself feel better and to make me have more energy and to be more ME, I will finally be able to accomplish it.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Im doubling up.

I never got around to last weeks so Im combining them. :]

Here we go!

-Southland
-My cookie candle. Yumm
-New mini desks
-Ramen
-Photography class
-Katie calling herself a tiny asian
-Helping make invitations for a sweet 16
-Allison!
-Mr. McNally
-Marc and Julie being TWINSSSS

-BLUE CHUCKS
-Kelsea thinking I said pork chops
-Petting the horse heads on set
-Sitting in the auditorium all 1st period talking about random stuff
-APUSH ANIMAL. Rawrr
-Not being in my last period
-HUGE sprite bottles
-MARC! :)
-Talking to Mr. Gordon on the phone for an hour and a half.
-What A Girl Wants


YES. ON TIME. :D

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Sunday, February 28, 2010

:)

Im so glad Radical Self Love Month has been extended. I need it. :]


Time for some more lovinz!

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Really really late..

GO GO GO


Law & Order Friday in criminal justice class
Having your favorite song stuck in your head
Taking amazing pictures in photography
Having your BOOK IN THE SHOWCASE
My visual journal
Radical Self Love Month
Things NOT made in China
NCIS marathons! :)
Pixxi sticks exploding in your pocket
1st period techer who doesnt care when I come in late
Watching amazing scenes preformed by Vicki and Ryan in Theatre
Finally seeing the ground through the snow
When Mrs. Grimes tells off students
New kids named Abby
Waking up early in the morning on the weeked (makes me not feel lazy)



YES

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I kinda like it

So I havent been hungry.. Like at all. And its not like me trying to lose weight by not eating or anything. But I just HAVENT BEEN HUNGRY. So I havent been eating. I mean, I eat when I am hungry. Like the other night I didnt have breakfast, I had a late lunch and I didnt have dinner. And this morning I didnt have much of a breakfast. Like 2 bites of a sandwich thingy. And I had the rest of it for lunch. And I had these little cashew bunches with granola for a snack. :)

This is kinda exciting. I like not being hungry all the time.

AND. I havent been on facebook that much. Im kind of tired of it right now. I get online and Im like okay I have to check my farm and I have to collect rent on my city and I wanna check out her profile and I... Wait.. I dont feel like doing this. So I just log off.

I like not always being on facebook. Id spend like hours on it trying to do everything. And Im tired of it. I want to change myself and I think this is a good change.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

I need help

So Ive been watching The OC non stop for the past 2 days and this is like the first time Ive talked to anyone in the REAL WORLD since school.... So I think this is bad

Im like in love with Ryan. And hes a character. So thats not good.
The show is making me wish I had a move eventful life.
Im really bored with it right now.
I kinda feel like I want to move. Like I want to go some place other than CC.
Which is also bad because I love all my friends.
But I know its not going to be like Im living the life in the show.
I stay up late just to watch it.
Even when I really need sleep.
I had a mental breakdown when I couldnt find Season 2 episode 2 online.
So I went on Itunes and bought it without asking my mom.

This show is ruining me.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Things I love Thursday! :)

Time for things I love Thurday! :D

And OFF WE GO!
FINALLY understanding Chemistry, hugs, making bows, pulling pedals off of roses, dressing up for no reason, going through my closet, organizing my room, watching the dog competitions on USA, papermate pens, when you get past the slow person in the hallway, sleepovers!, 3 way chats, dancing around to Hey, Soul Sister, having someone to talk to about ANYTHING, Beth's dino in space shirt, sleeeeeeeeep!, falling asleep in class, thinking of a really smart comeback, snuggling, falling asleep on someones shoulder and having them fall asleep resting their head on your head :), flowers, THE OC! (New but old obsession. XD I watched it every night like 5 years ago but forgot how much I love it!) worrying about not having enough but having the perfect ammount, people trying to talk to you while you are listening to your Ipod, and brother sister bonding consisting of NCIS, wrestling, and all the junk food you can eat.


My self love picture will be coming up! I have an idea. So I can put it into action!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

POST FRENZY!

So I got my new journal! :D

And Ive done my homework! :)


And I decorated!




I decided I wanted to look up quotes that inspired me every now and then and put them in too. :)

I just love it! And me! :D

Gala is so right.

Ive finished my homework.
And She is so right.

I cant wait for things I want. I need to not be so scared of going for the things I want. I just need to throw myself in head first and try my hardest.
If I want it, I have to take it. Noone is going to do it for me.

I also need to not worry about what others think about me. If I want to wear a skirt to school, I will. If I want to wear a big fruit basket hat on my head, I will.

Im not perfect. No where near. But thats okay. Its better than okay! Its wonderful. Im me and youre not going to find another one of me anywhere.

"Im always gonna wanna blow your mind."

OHMYGOSH

I LOVE HEY, SOUL SISTER!

Im dancing around my kitchen with my mom listening to it. :)

These are the times I love. :)

Bandwagonnnn!

Kelsey and Mary have JOINED THE BANDWAGON! :D Yes! :)

So thats two more people to talk to and support and such. :]
Lets get this love going!

Monday, February 15, 2010

IDEA

AWESOME IDEA!

My brothers room is currently vacant. So my mom and I are going to make that an art room for us. SO! I thought I could decorate it! Check that off my list. :)

Well I decided I am going to decorate one of the walls with just puzzles. Its going to be a big puzzle wall. :) Im really excited about that.

PLUS. I just found a huge bag fulls of flowers. :D I can totally use this. :)

Hmm

I decided I wanted to make a better totem. I havent been looking at my ipod lately so Ive been forgeting. And I havent been going anywhere so I havent been wearing my shoes. SO.
I made a bow on Valentine's Day and I think its so cute. So Ill attach a little heart to it and make it my totem. Ill wear it every day. :) (of course if I remember!)

I also want a new journal. I love this one but its really small so Im finding it hard to write in. So Im going to go out and get a new book and decorate it and have FUN doing it and re write what I have down now. :)

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentines Day! :)

So today has been a GREAT day so far. :)
Why?:

#1. I ran into the guy I like from my church and he was like oh hi Nicole. :] So he knows I exist! :D <3

#2. Im pretty much almost done with my homework.

#3. My mom is making some chicken! :D Smells yummy.


#4. I got a teddy bear and some chocolates today from my dad!


#5. I was in on my moms secret roses. :]


#6. We're making brownies!


#7. Im working on hanging out with one of my best friends tomorrow.

#8. My teddy bear can wrap around my moms roses and it is waaaay cute.

#9. I made my dad a card. I love doing craft stuff so I was super psyched to make it. :)


AND FINALLY

#10. Im here with my family. :) <3




[OH AND I MADE A REALLY CUTE BOW!] <3

Saturday, February 13, 2010

WOW

Im lame. :P I still havent done my homework. D: Ive been busy doing my outlines. But as soon as Im done with that, I will get to it. :)

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Things I love Thursday!

My friend Beth and I decided to do Things I love Thursday with eachother! :) So here it is!

~Hoodies
They are so comfy.
~Drinking out of a tea cup
I dont know why I love it. I just do. :) I have a really cute pink cup with a flower on the front inside it says inspiring.
~Tea!
To go IN my tea cup.
~Pajamas
I tend to spend all weekend in my pjs because I can really relax in them.
~NCIS
Its my favorite TV show. :)
~Dark blue
Favorite color.
~Pictures
I love looking through photo albums.
~Scrapbooking
Thank you Beth! :) Looking back at what I just did is the best part.
~Organizing
Its fun to get all of your mess back to order.
~Doodling
On EVERYTHING in sight.
~Chucks
I just love them. And customizing them on Converse.com.
~The smell of fresh laundry
I love to just jump in. Like jumping in a pile of leaves.
~Reading
I love books. :]
~Dane Cook
He always makes me laugh.
~Sharpies
Theyre so pretty.
~Rain
Rain is gorgeous.
~New haircuts
When you cut your hair and you feel all light headed because its not as heavy. :)
~Having older friends
They are more experienced. And they look out for you. :]
~Cupcakes!
I like cupcakes more than any other sweet. :)


The homework assignment is coming up! I dont think I can get to it tonight but I will get to it tomorrow! First thing!

Uhh

So Ive been feeling really cruddy.
Mostly because of some "drama" with my friend.
So I havent been feeling that motivated to do the homework.
But I guess this is more of a reason to do it. So Ill get on that tonight. :) I found this really pretty blue sharpie that I can write in and maybe it will make me feel a little more high spirited.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Cupcakes! :D

So I was making cupcakes with my friend Sara. :) And we decided we wanted to make Valentine's Day cupcakes!

They are pink in the inside and more read on the outside. :)

So I thought I would dedicate my Valentine's Day cupcakes to Radical Self Love Month.

Here's to Radical Self Love Month! :D

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Lists are nice. :)

So I was looking through Gala Darling's older posts. I have been for the past 3 days. And I love her style tips and her daily outfits. I was thinking, why cant I be stylish like her? Why cant I be that awesome?

Well Ive decided, I can. I just have to put what others think behind me and only care about what I want. So I made a list of things I want to do in the near future.

Things to do! (So far. ;D)
-Lose weight
-Wear only dresses
-Buy looooots of jewelry from different
Places suggested by Gala
-Dedicate one of my walls to pictures
-Paint my room dark blue
-Go out to brunch with friends
-Dress up really fancy and go to an extravagant party
-Start a journal that I write in every day
-Get a fancy camera
-Take pictures with it EVERY day
-Make a sandcastle with someone I love
-Travel somewhere outside of the US
-Decorate a room completely from scratch
-Make outrageous foods
-Play volleyball/football on a beach with
Others around. Invite strangers to join

Time to get my butt in gear. :)

Saturday, February 6, 2010

1 more reason

I loveeeee Gala Darling. I just started reading her stuff YESTERDAY but I already love her. I went into her older posts and I found this dress I absolutely love. But with my weight, I wouldnt be able to fit in it and look good.

Thats when I thought about Radical Self Love. Well I should love myself. Every bit of me. Im trying very hard but I do know that it would be easier to love myself and I would have more self confidence if I wasnt overweight.

So this month, Im also taking a pledge to watch what I eat. When I feel hungry, Ill either wait for breakfast, lunch, or dinner. Or I will have a healthy snack. Fruit. Veggies.

Im not just doing this to look better, but to make myself Feel better. I'll have more energy, have more self confidence, and be healthier.

Wow.

Radical Self Love month has JUST started and Ive already found something that I love about myself. I can take something that doesnt work and turn it into something that does. Its already changing my way of thinking about myself. :]

Friday, February 5, 2010

First Day. :)

Hey guys!



So this is my first ever blog and Im really excited. :)



My Homework Assignment for today is to find a notebook. Well I found one, but I didnt like it. And it was the only one I had. So I MADE one. :)



I used the skin of a planner and put paper inside. I like it.






I also had to write a pledge to myself to stick to it.


And last but not least, I had to find a totem to remind me about the pledge. So I drew a heart inside my shoe, knowing that each time I put on my shoe, I have to see the inside.

I also made a background on my ipod (which I use EVERY day) that says RSL.>